Hard to accept

Sorry to no posting yesterday but in my house no had light. Well, I'll tell you to happened to yesterday. Finally I know because my best friend of all my life stop of speak to me. My friend Israel talked with she and I now know than was my fault. Was a day very confused to me because a part of me was happy and other part was very sad. ¿Could it be that finally could be happy? But I cost me accepting reality. My hapiness is just around of the corner.The true will be a long weekend I have a lot to think.